Published with permission. I got this email a few weeks ago. The reader didn't want it published till the semester was almost over. I told you my advice generally sucks so I’m gonna let you guys give advice on this.
I’m a long time reader and your typical closet case. I’m 99% sure I’m gay but have never done anything with a guy. I went with a group of friends to the
Caribbean for spring break (amazing time). One day we drove to a pretty cool nude beach to check it out. I’m pretty tight with my friends but we don’t really see each other naked. At school we have shower stalls in the dorms. We see each other in our boxers all the time but not bare. We went to the beach and at first we all just looked around keeping our clothes on. After awhile one guy took his suit off and within a couple minutes we all followed suit. It was like we didn’t even notice it. We walked around, went in the ocean, talked to people (even girls), played volleyball, all totally naked. That night we talked about it and all agreed it was easy stripping down where we knew no one would know us. I’ve never really had big sexual fantasies about my friends before, but now that I’ve seen them naked there’s a couple guys I think about a lot more often. I jerk off whenever I can thinking about it. But when we got back at school things got back to normal. I’m not sure what to do. I think about it all the time and it’s hard to control my feelings. Do you have any suggestions on what to do?