I'm not sure if this is the way you guys are but today I kinda think back on what happened (or didn't happen) Monday and am kinda like shit. That might have been cool. So if you think I'm sorta neurotic, or chickenshit, or fucked up, the answer is yes to all of the above. I'm just not sure why the remorse thing happens. Def not into some of the shit that guy was into, but I keep thinking why didn't I just like finger his ass or give him a return bj. Maybe I'm all wrapped up in the images on my blog. I don't know man sometimes I don't think I'm smart enough to be gay lol.