Thursday, June 9, 2011

The Other Side Of The Underwear

You know what goes on in my head.  I got an email from a dude who gave me another perspective on this. It was in response to my Nerd posting a couple days ago.  Published with permission of the author.

I had no desire to play sports in high school.  My parents insisted I “get involved” with something so I joined Drama Club.  Realizing I had no acting ability I became involved with the background design and found my true opus.  There was a boy on the football team at school who I always fantasized about.  One year I ended up in the same gym class.  I never spoke to him but I was able to catch glimpses of him nude in the boys locker room.  I masturbated for months to those images.  One day my fantasy of him was crushed when he and some of his friends pushed me out of the locker room naked into the hallway and several people (including some girls) saw me nude.  It was a traumatic experience for a shy, introverted 16 year old. A few years later during summer break I saw him at a bar and he apologized to me as we shared a beer (he had several).  At the end of the night he asked if he could crash at my place because he was too drunk to drive home.  He didn’t know I was gay.  I don’t know if he would have had he known.  I inflated a mattress for him and he passed out.  Later in the night I walked into the room where he slept to check on him.  He was asleep and naked.  I looked at the body which I had only glimpsed upon back in high school, but now was able to stand there and take it all in without fear of reprisal.  It crossed my mind to do something – anything – to exact revenge for what he had done to me in high school. But I realized that if I did I’d be no better than he.  So I went back to my room and did what I had done so many times in high school, but this time with a fresh, raw image in my mind.  After several minutes I realized that I was entitled to some satisfaction for what I had to live with back in that hallway in high school.  I walked into his room, and with my phone in hand, took several pictures of him laying naked.  I’d never share them with anyone, but for the past year it’s been my wallpaper on my home laptop.  Call it revenge of the nerd.

23 comments:

  1. this guy has become my newest hero..

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  2. You should put his naked ass on the web with the caption - Bottom Boi Loves Getting Fucked Hard

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  3. Good for you. Sorry it happened to you. Maybe one day, you will see him again, and shake his hand while looking him in the eye and say, "Take care of yourself, I won't forget you."
    I will also add what 7.27a.m. added, you have become my newest hero.
    It's a sad thing in life, when in school and someone has to defend themselves against the bully group.I have always thought of the group as a bunch of shit heads. They have something to hide. They don't have the balls to be an individual.
    bj.

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  4. bet you got off on that. whew! great story. have a question for you or the other guys. why is it when we're drunk...really drunk and we crash somewhere...we either end up sleeping in our clothes (most often) or COMPLETELY nekid? is it bcuz most of us sleep nekid and it's instinct when we're drunk...just peel and crash? do most guys sleep nekid b4 they're married or in a relationship? let's face it. once there's someone "at home" we usually don't crash at someone else's place. even dead drunk, we realize we'll not only have a hangover next day, we'll have hell to pay.
    cheers!

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  5. was he on his back? did you see his dick or just his ass? was he hard?

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  6. Love the super hot pic at the top of this post!

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  7. Thanks to you all. To answer a question, he was laying on his side but rolled over so he was mostly on his stomach (if that makes any sense). Due to the position of the air matress I'd have had to step on it in order to see anything other than his ass and I didn't want to risk waking him (even though his snoring shook the building). He had a beautiful bubble butt, lightly hairy, just as I had remembered.

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  8. And I bet, that being he slept naked, he would not have minded if you did something to him. I would venture to guess, that while you were having some beers, he was wondering about having sex with you. That thought crossed my mind after I posted an earlier reply. It's not uncommon for one to get drunk and have sex with a buddy. Their thoughts would be, it was the booze, which drops our level of inhibitions.
    The funny thing is, lots of jocks cross over. I remember a stat one time where there are a higher number of runners who are gay. Wonder why? My thought on that is, running is something that they can do by themselves. More power to them.
    One thing about me, I was always for the underdog. I never liked three against one. Never. I may not be good at defending myself very well, but I am good at defending others.
    Have a great day and thanks for sharing.
    It would be nice, if one day, you met him again and bedded him. That would be super!!!!

    bj.

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  9. I did something similar in high school. Sneeked a pic of a gay-bashing jock walking naked into the lockerroom showers. Always wanted to create a fake email addy, send it to him, and say "I'm gay and I have a naked picture of you", but considered the repercussions and decided against it.

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  10. What do you think HE would have done to YOU if he found you laying naked and passed out? Hmmmmmmmmmmmm?

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  11. You handled that perfectly! Good for you.
    Fellow Nerd

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  12. My ex-boyfriend (let's call him Bob) Played football at a major state university. So big time football and Bob is a big guy 6'4. He quite the team his sophmore year, he felt he wasn't fast enough to get enough field time. He was working his way through school so he got a job as the assistant to the strength coach and managing the weight room. Obviously Bob got bigger and remained freinds with guys on the team.

    Then in the spring of his sophmore year a buddy from the football team came to his apartment late at night. The football player pretended to be exhausted and asked to crash on Bob's coach. The guy proceeded to undo his belt, and unsnap his pants, and unzip his fly "to get comfortable" he then pretended to fall asleep. Bob went over and sucked him off. The Football player stayed "asleep" the whole time. Nothing was said the next morning. Sure enough the guy returned to crash on Bob's coach and get "serviced" on a weekly basis. Then two other football players started going to Bob's aparment and crashed on his sofa and undid their pants. Nothing was ever said.

    Bob finnally confrounted one of his friends about what was going on. The Football player said "I have no idea what your are talking about. I was asleep"

    Funny thing is Bob didn't realize he was gay untill just before graduation from college... he just thought is was "man sex play".

    I am not sure how the football guys figured out Bob was a homosexual since Bob is a very masculine dude both in terms of his physical presents and demeanor.

    There is a whole lot of denial that goes on in the "straight' community.

    Benchpecs

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  13. It is good that the guy apologized to you. It shows that he had reflected on his behaviour and had regreted it. I don't blame you for taking the photos for your own personal enjoyment and respect your decision to keep them private. To embarrass him by publishing them would be as gross as his earlier behaviour to you.

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  14. Thanks anon and Scott for sharing this great story.

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  15. You blew it.... no fucking way he crashed at YOUR PLACE "cause he was too drunk".... I've driven home BLIND..... you blew it cause you didn't BLOW HIM....he wanted it(period)... but as SCOTT knows there is NO WAY HE IS GOING TO MAKE THAT FIRST MOVE

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  16. I wouldn't be as emphatic as 7:37 PM, but something Is awry here. Not friends, not even acquaintances in high school. But he goes home with you after a night of drinking and gets Nekkid? I'm trying to think of how many times I did something like that. Uh .. none! Of course he suspected/knew you were gay and his drunk, horny self thought it wanted a blow job. But his morning, sober self wouldn't have. Not worth it.

    We talk all the time about how oblivious straight guys are. I am not so sure. I think they have a beneath-the-surface gaydar. One of the things it causes is a sudden conversation starting about the wife or girlfried.

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  17. A couple of times, I have done with friends what I thought they wanted. Part of it was their very willingly getting naked. The next day, we weren't friends anymore because of post-event guilt on their part. Sometimes one friendly molestation isn't worth one friendship. - Breezyknees

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  18. Let me get this right... he wasn't a friend... he was abusive previous... he shares a beerfest makes a weak knee apology and asks to go sleep on your couch. Got it.

    My guess is he drank his hotel fund and what luck a "friend" agrees to open his door and share a blanket.

    Conversation should have gone something like this...

    My bed is your bed if I get to fuck you in the ass and you give me the blow job of my wildest dreams cuz I think you are still the hottest piece of man I ever met way back when and I have wanted you from the first day I set eyes on you. I'm leaving in ten. You've changed and you want a bed follow me out. You want to remain a jerk and don't we never had this conversation.

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  19. I think that losing ALL of his clothes IS the first step!

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