Thursday, June 30, 2011

So Why Do I Keep Blogging

Ok this is the really fucked up part.  You don’t need me.  If I learned anything from this blog is that there’s no shortage of porn on the web.  I just got a slightly different take from your average cocksucker with a blog.  And my spellings not as good lol. In reality, I need you.  It’s like I got this daily quota of gay hornieness in me.  I meet it with this blog.  And reading your comments.  When I blog I don’t think much about doing stuff with guys.  In the times my blog got pulled down I went on the fuckin warpath.  Didn’t hook up but wasn’t cuz it wasn’t there.  So this blog keeps my little ass outta trouble.  And I’ll tell you a secret.  With my old blogs I wanted to be king of the fuckin blog world.  Kept track of hits. Put my little globe out there.  Looked for ways to pimp my blog.  Got to the point where I was getting between 17-18,000 hits a day.  Fuckin A.  But it’s not about that this time.  It’s about the brotherhood.  You guys.  Me.  Making it work.  Figuring it out.  Dishing shit that’s happened, that we want to happen, even stuff that will never happen.  So I’m gonna keep blogging and if its anything like other stuff I done I’ll prob get bored with it one day and BLAM I’ll be gone.  But I’ll tell you, you guys make this a hell of a fun ride.

32 comments:

  1. Good for you Scott. Finally, a story where the internet is keeping someone out of trouble instead of getting them in trouble. Congratulations on finding what works for you.

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  2. We love you Scott! (says the horny married gay virgin worried about guilt and such)

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  3. Scott,
    You are some piece of work. I am glad that you finally posted a picture of yourself. It made my day. I guess, that I would like to make you, too.
    It would be like making a rock star!!!!!!!!
    To unbuckle, to unbutton and unzip, you!
    bj.
    p.s. Have a very horny day!

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  4. and that's exactly why I am along for the ride...for as long as it lasts!

    dum vivimus, vivamus...in varietate concordia [while we live, let us live...united in diversity]

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  5. Individualism teaches us that we as men must be independent, strong, macho. But that is not the way we are built -- we are built to be in community -- communicating with one another.

    The great advantage of a blog like yours, Scott, is that it by and large provides you with non-judgmental hearers which you can't find (or believe you can't find) elsewhere, and the function of such hearers is to allow to you explore what you want to explore, things which you (or the culture) believe are shameful, perhaps wrong. So it is a place where you can really be yourself and watch your self so that you can see what you believe.

    Thank you for including us in this exploration of you around things which all of us are also exploring. We can't do this journey alone, in the macho world.

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  6. steve in vancouverJune 30, 2011 at 8:43 AM

    Hey Scott
    I have been a follower of both blogs though rarely a person to comment. I feel you give an insight to a different world and different train of thought. It is refreshing and fascinating to watch the growth. You are funny, you are full of shit sometimes, but most importantly, honest. I am glad you found your outlet and I will continue to follow as long as you type.

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  7. Thanks Scott! You brutal honesty and your perspective on your life is why I read this blog. I keep sending some of the guys I've met while I travel and play the CL game to your blog. They need a voice like yours. As you've said time and time again - you aren't alone in your feelings and desires. Your blog isn't a bad job for a guy with a tiny dick. Thanks!

    Mark from Pittsburgh

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  8. Oh Scott you know I love ya more than my luggage.
    Yes a Steel Magnolias quote. I like getting a twisted str8 guy point of view from you. Most str8 guys I been with sexually never talk about the topics here. Or they talk too much I get bored.

    MattB

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  9. Scott, outside of a sports or work environment, do you know how rare "brotherhood" is?? Our society makes it tough for men to bond, there are definite boundaries that the straight world "allows" for men to share. This blog gives a voice to those of us who may not do it otherwise.
    Artful1

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  10. Scott, I've been following both your blogs for a while, and I understand exactly what you mean. In fact, I've taken a page from your book and decided to start my own blog. Like you, I am not looking for fame or glory. I just needed an outlook for what I'm going through.

    I've also loved that you've blogged about your early experiences. I am at the trolling craigslist, sending emails stage. Haven't hooked up or done any yet.

    Thanks Scott, and keep it up!

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  11. Hoping ur around 4 along time Scott. Love ya bro....and I love that fuckin pic!

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  12. Mark in Pitts,
    Read what you said about recommending Scott's blog. I just on cl and recommended it to a guy in upstate NY. I think that he will enjoy it and it sure might help him.
    Have a good 4th.
    bj.
    p.s. I came up with the initials bj because I shop there sometimes. I should refer to myself as, romantic. Not that will do me any good. As the saying goes, call me anything you want, just don't call me late for dinner. I do the cooking.

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  13. Scott, I'm going to use your readers, which I am one to help me here too. Married, middle age, Bi guy who has hooked up only orally. I really would like some guy to fuck me...yes I want to have a dick in my ass (I said it kind of.) On hookup websites I'm listed as versital...how do I attract a Top to do this with me? Advice?

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  14. I fuck around with a lot of "married straight" guys.. I read your blog to get insight into what makes them tic. Keep blogging...

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  15. Ok yeah your a little pornie but I do think your much more than that to alot of guys that don't fit the mold perfectly and need a healthy outlet for the pent-up fucked-up shit our environment makes us carry around. I love my wife and love pussy but I want some man time too. -Can't do that without losing the other so I hide it. I know I'm a piece but I balance things pretty well. Your the first thing I check in the morning cuz your on the left coast so there's always a post waiting to make my morning! Tomorrow I'm visiting a beach where hopefully I'll make a few connections.

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  16. Well it's about time Scott, you told "me" your "annoying little brother" that you need him..lmfao... can see you now, saying, well SJ is one dude that I wish would stay off my freaking blog... sorry no can do.. see I like you, your blog, and not just for the pics, hell your a funny dude, even if we do bust your balls every now and then..

    SJ

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  17. Yep. Like most have already said but bears repeating: You are providing a service that keeps so many of us sane in an insane world. Knowing there is a place where married guys don't have to posture or explain themselves is truly amazing. I will follow until you are done!
    Celt

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  18. Until I started reading your first blog, I thought I was the only married guy who fantasized about other guys. It surprises me still the number of married guys looking to hook up, I just wish I had found all this 20 years ago. Thanks for your sense of humor, I have always liked smart alec jocks.
    KCGUY

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  19. There is nothing quite so poignant as the touch of another man, an arm around a shoulder, comfort. It shouldn't always be sexual. That ought to be rare.

    It is a choice we make, men, to touch each other in a brotherhood bonding non sexual way. That is the part we crave. It is the part that makes us uncomfortable because we know how rare it is past 19. We can crave sex but most of the time what we need is just someone to care in ways wives, mothers and sister's can't understand. So rather than just be comfortable in the company of men who care about us and whom we care about, we opt to put a dick in the way because that gives license to the encounter. That is a reasonable excuse for interaction. I don't always need dick. I always will need the rest.

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  20. Your blog is awesome man. Keep it up:)

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  21. Scott,
    You would be surprised as to how many bi guys lie about their status. Be assured, some of them are on here!

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  22. Scott - just more support from me, like everyone who has commented sofas. Bi, married, great family here too, but the other side needs to be satiated. Your blog, which I found about a year ago, is one of my daily pleasures (along with wanking of course, and the occasional hook up). Your take on our collective place in this world helps us, and our ability to hear with others through the cooments gives perspective. You're a great guy Scott, keep it up man. Take the journey and let us live (often vicariously) through your experiences!
    Paul

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  23. I'm definitely a bit fucked up. But I think you most certainly have your head together more than most people. Smart, articulate, definitely hot. I hope you find all that your looking for. thanks for sharing with your blog.

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  24. anonymous at 11:26 am, I have to quote you about Scott blog because I agree with you completely sometimes the straight dude is very hard to understand so here goes.

    "I fuck around with a lot of "married straight" guys.. I read your blog to get insight into what makes them tic. Keep blogging"...

    SJ

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  25. Scott..I look fwd to reading your BLOG everyday... you definitely approach this from a different angle (but an angle that COVERS almost all the guys I hook up with LOL)

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  26. g in d.c.,
    are you sure you're talking about OUR scott..."smart, articulate, definitely hot." surely you jest?! scott??? LMFAO.
    cheers!

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  27. I agree with rugbysex about anonymous 10:07 pm, I think he's the one hitting the bombay sapphire martinis, Scott would be the first to admit he's none of those....lol... Scott only kidding, while half kidding.. we love a jock that can't spell jock..

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  28. rugby and anon 756 - i can tell u absolutely that i could kick both yor asses, and that the mirror likes me better!

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  29. Naw, Scott, I settle for tonguing, "your" ass though", "butt" maybe not, you be at my door like a "bitch" in heat begging for it every night to get it again.

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  30. why don't we both post our pix and let the guys decide...umkay? oh buddy boy...stop standing in front of the funhouse mirror...it distorts things. LMFAO.

    pax tibi frater perv!

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  31. rugby and scott--Post those pictures--we want to see some hot studs. Oh by the way Scottie with the outrageously beautiful cock, your blog is very entertaining and educational. Wish it had been around when I was sixteen.

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  32. Until I found your blog I had no opportunity to find a group of guys I talk with. I have been looking for a brotherhood of which to be a part for so long. I'm a happily married (to a female) middle aged male just looking for some brothers/freiends.

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