But I always kinda wanted more. I even beat off thinking of guy stuff. Blow jobs. Getting em and giving em. Ya. I wanted to see what it was like a suck a dick. But there’s no way in hell it could happen. I thought about all kinds of ways for it to happen. But no way could I do this. Right? RIGHT?? Then 2 things happened – I started to travel and I found Craig’s List.
Up next – early experimenting, still chickenshit.