I mean like from when I started blogging.I know I’ve learned stuff. Not to use the expression fag.What versatile means. The whole labeling thing.But I mean have I really grown from this blog? I’ve had sex with guys.But does that make me different? Better? Worse?When I started blogging, back with “The Gayest Straight Guy”, I was posting like 6 times a day.I even had a guy write in to tell me to ease up cuz he couldn’t keep up with me lol. So something’s changed.Wtf? When my blog got clocked by Blogger a couple times I went on a freakin sex rampage. It was like this blog satisfied my man on man needs and when it was gone little Scottie was like wtf?But I don’t really feel like that anymore.It’s almost like I needed to take a dip in the pool and now I’m like “ok…cool”.Is the desire gone? Nah.It’s just not….idk….always there.God I’m fucked up.