Wednesday, September 7, 2011
It IS A Big Deal
I’ve taken a fair amount of shit for being too cautious, for not doing more sex stuff with guys. So I guess I can understand where you guys are coming from. If a 40 yr old guy told me he wanted to have sex with a woman but hadn’t Id be on him like stink on shit. JUST FUCKIN DO IT YOU SHITHEAD! But here’s the thing. And you won’t like it. I was brought up thinking man to man sex was bad. Deviant. Like there’s something sexually wrong with you. I bet my ass a lot of curious guys who read this blog think the exact same fucking thing. Maybe if your gay you come to terms with yourself early in life. Or it’s just part of who you are so man to man sex is no big deal. But to a guy like me ------ I gotta tell you man ----- this stuff I done is a pretty big deal. I remember the first time a guy saw my boner (during a massage). I was like damn I can’t believe I did that. I remember being at a vid booth and the window opening up and knowing another guy was watching my pump my meat. Now I look back and think wholly shit there are 3 guys out there who I’ve sucked there dicks. So here’s the message. I know you guys think a lot of this stuff me and other curious guys have done is peanuts, but to a straight guys whose grown up in a shell, this is pretty big stuff. We might not ever be as sexually developed and brave as you, but to us it’s a pretty big deal.