I know a lot of you guys had sexual encounters with guys at a pretty young age. Some of it was ‘show me yours I’ll show you mine’. Some of it was experimenting with blow jobs. Some if it was an innocent jack off with a friend. Some of it was a lot farther. I never really had a buddy who I experimented with. First encounter I had was with a friend in college when we were hammered and it lasted like 5 min. No cum. Just two drunk horny assholes with too much testosterone. So sometimes I wonder what would have happened if I tried sex with a guy at a young age. Would it have satisfied my curiosity and I wouldn’t have these feelings I have now? Would it have turned me off completely? Would it have changed nothing? Or would it have given me reason to try it again. Or even want more. How much would it have changed who I am today? Ok look – I wouldn’t change my life for anything. I don’t know how I got lucky but I know I am and I wouldn’t change any choices I made (ok maybe I wouldn’t have nailed that monstrously fat chick in high school but that’s a whole nother story). But it’s kinda crazy to think about what may have happened if I had the opportunity…or the balls.