Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Same Thing

Ok I get it.  I read the comments.  You want details. To be honest right now I’m not ready to go there. One commenter asked if it was like a kiss you give your dad. Um…ya.  Cept it was body to body.
And open mouth.
And we were naked.
In the shower.
And it happened like 5 more times before I left.
And I creamed the sheets.
But otherwise ya. Pretty much the same.

30 comments:

  1. Scott,
    I hope that you see him again.
    bj.

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  2. Well Scott, I think you shared some pretty amazing details already, you getting there bro, nice, real nice, you showered with the dude, kissed him 5 times, and you creamed the sheets, sounds pretty intense to me..

    And whenever your ready to open up more, we will be here to support you?

    SJ

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  3. Such a slutty tease!

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  4. Well...I had no idea you'd ventured back into the fray. That's what I get for "un"-following. Good to see you back, man.

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  5. oh, I been forgetting to mention, Scott you have been showing some real nice pics, since you kissed a dude..that hand on that beefy butt cheek, the dude cupping the other dudes balls, the forceful hand on the other dude's raised arm, and of course the best for last the "KISS"

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  6. Scottie, you stud. Sounds awesome.

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  7. Scottie, seriously, don't have have to say any more than you want.

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  8. Tell as much or as little of your story as feels right for YOU. No one will push you disclose more than is comfortable. By the same token no one has the right to push you farther or faster. It's your choice, Scott. We're here when and ifyou're ready.
    D

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  9. Old Bob says:

    SCOTT, glad to see you're back. Missed your insights observations and explorations. I can see that maybe you dont want to talk about everything until you've figured out yourself what you think about it. But, I know you will and I look forward to reading what you will say later. You always amaze.

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  10. Scott - the main point of your few words is very powerful, maybe more than you are ready to handle at this time. After more than two years of blogging off and on, and having a few quickie sessions wrapped in your funny wit, you now disclose sketches of an act of sexual pleasure with another guy that sound more like passion than puppy dog play. Welcome to the gang. Don't worry about what to call it or that you have crossed some huge line...the hope is that you had a great time, have no guilt, and are beginning to get the more full dimension of what man to man sex can be.

    The researchers and surveys tell us somewhere between 8 and 10% of all men have sex with another man at some time in their adult lives, and another 11% have strong gay fantasies. Another study showed that in New York (near you) one in ten married men had sex with another man within a year of the survey.

    Many of these men do not define themselves as gay, or bi - they just dig some great sex with a guy from time to time but also have great sex with their wives, or are at least happy with their marriage and think of themselves as straight. Don't worry about the labels - join the many millions of us and try it out to see what your real inner needs are!!!

    Proud of you man, but it is clearly weirding you out a bit....you are the mouthy man now shy of words for what happened --- and it is a different YOU that came out in that experience which can take some time to process.

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    1. and sometimes less is just more. sadly, not too many bloggers appreciate that.
      cheers!

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    2. Jaysonstreet, totally agree with you, but I think those numbers you're talking are really much higher than that in reality. I think almost all men want to be close emotionally and physically with other men, but our society tries to tell us it's wrong. It's a human instinct, it's always been that way, so how can it be wrong? Who cares if it's straight, gay, bi or whatever. It's human closeness, and it's good, and that's all that matters. If God didn't want it to be, he would not have given us those emotions and feelings.

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    3. Couldn't have said it better.

      Scott, you were probably freaking out over this, given all the conflicting forces in your life. Just know that you're not alone and that many have gone before you. Tell us as much or as little as you care to, when you're ready, if ever. I think you already know that the readers of this blog are generally smart, insightful and that they genuinely care about you.

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  11. So, open mouth, body to body, in the shower, five or more times and you creamed the sheets.....but you're not ready to talk about it? I'm laughing so hard I'm crying.

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  12. Scottie, don't get too hung up trying to analyze and understand what happened. Just be glad that you felt that closeness. We human beings are very complex pieces of work. We have a broad range of emotions and feelings, and it's really impossible to understand it all. I think it's nice you felt close and uninhibited with the other guy. Don't try to figure out if was "gay" or whatever. It doesn't matter.

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  13. Wow, one of the shortest posts but really powerful. You've given us allot to fantasize about. Scott did you realize that we fantasize about you and your what you are doing sexually. Wondering if you've ever thought about that and what your thoughts about that would be.

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  14. Then you woke up and realized your pillow was wet and sticky.... at least you're thinking of me :)

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    1. sfbarefeet,
      You sure do take a nice picture. It would be tough passing you by on the beach. u do look hot.
      bj.

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  15. WOW!!! That sounds pretty much like me and my dad kissing etc.. Cept neither one of us left. Not till I turned 19 anyway.

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  16. Okay, I don't want to rain on your parade because I love this site and that you are approaching life open minded. However, in my opinion, sex is sex. If you start opening yourself up to the passion side, you are opening a door that can lead to love...with either sex. Be careful with your current relationship (wife) and where these new adventures might take you. This shit can get tricky! Otherwise, carry on and keep us posted!

    Txchas

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    1. Why is that some people feel they have the right to judge other people, even though they don't know the facts? There is only one judge of us, and that is God. Unless you're God, you have no right to judge.

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    2. True, but we have the right to help, and I think that would be God's will. If we can't help one another, then, what will we do?
      bj

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    3. I don't think anonymous Mar 29, 2:42 pm, was judging Scott, just
      giving him some wise advice, proceed with caution. We all want to see
      Scott happy, but we are concerned.

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    4. Where in the hell did that come from? Reading comprehension much?

      Txchas

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    5. Trust me...God has nothing to do with this..

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  17. just one question: was it better than kissing your wife?

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  18. not bette3r. differnt. kissing a woman is softer. hard to expalin. maybe more fiend research is required lol.

    quiteman u gave me something totally differnt to think about. sounds like the making of an upcomngin post lol

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  19. Oh fuck----this is CLASSIC!! Thank God you're back.

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